Hope is lost

I have been a whay for a while. So let me first update you since gnosed Bipolar. I am on medication and well adjusted to it now. On Saturday the 24th I went to get Austin from his dad and grandparents when everything exploded. By this I mean while I was getting Austin's playstation that was there gathered up I was told to stop and leave the room. I was pissed off that Brian had not called me to let me know Austin was not there and not returning phone call to when he will arrive. It seemed that Brian had talked with a lawyer and was advised to keep austin from me. I was unable to see or talk to my son for nearly two weeks. I got him back and to break control from the family I went and enrolled him another school which he says he loves. He has not let me out of his sight since he came back. He said he was Sad that he was unable to talk to me. We went to the DDC and was told that he needed a blood test for thryoid panel to determine if there is a malfunction and to be referred ACH for height less than 3% for his age group. His weight is actually at the 75% now! They (which I disagree) stated no ADD/ADHD indicated, however I am sideing with the first opinion and he will be on medication to determine if it works or not. If he does not need it then it will have the opposite effect or make him sleepy and I will let the doctor know to try something else or close his case for the time being. I have seen him have focus issues as well as others that have been in the household. With the new school he will probably need it since the class will be bigger than just 5 students. It hurts to have to distance myself from my church but they have left me no choice due to stating they are not for what has taken place and have sided with my husband and his family. Now for the latest: THis was the weekend of my 10 year class renioun. We had a great time and pictures will be on my facebook page. We got home to Searcy about 5 p.m. today. I checked my mail box to find that on the 28th (one day prior to going to DCC) Brian filed for divorce and did not say anything to me at the appointment however he did give me Austin back and neglected to ask about the other two children we have together. IN the papers I got today when I got back he expects to get custody for the kids. I don't think so and there will be a big fight with this. Please keep myt family in your prayers as we go through a divorce and custody battle. I am the best one for custody of my kids (yes I said mine since he doesn't seem concerned with them at all). I have been told by this man that I loved and still love that "I didn't want the other two you did" although he now wants custody and me visitiation rights. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH This is all his sis and mom talking and it aint going to happen. They have called DHS and the police on me the past week. I am not going to let it get me down. I know that I will have to trust in the Lord that history repeats itself and he screws up yet again and losses this battle.